Recently, I've been missing the person who'd groomed me online because of the attention I was given. I miss them because not only were they a huge part of my life years beforehand, but they also because I miss the way they told me they loved me, whether their intentions were malicious or not. Sometimes I wish that I had never told anybody about what was happening, or that I had just kept quiet and maybe I'd still be happy, even though I was not. I just miss the feeling of being told I was loved that way again. I don't want to miss them but I really do and I hate it.
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Nov 28, 2024 7:43 am
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Dec 01, 2024 9:47 am
You seem to be deeply deprived of love and attention. It sorrows me to hear that. Logically you are aware that your relationship to this person was toxic; although, emotionally you still yearn for something which momentarily seemed to fill what you crave most.
Love is to will the good of the other person. The individual who groomed you did not display authentic love. I hope one day you can find people in your life who can show you what a true virtuous connection is like.
Your struggle is rather relatable, I wish you all the best.